im scared, help me
i've got nothing better to do. so, i shall blog about my weekend
Saturday :Hannah's 15th birthday party. arrived at her place around 12-ish. so hard to find her new place, got to pusing here pusing there but it was worth it(:
it was just an intimate gathering which only had around 10 people. it was nice tho,we had pizza's first,then her mom came with cuppakes and sandwiches but she only blew the candles after rifdi and shafiq arrived. so we ate ate ate while watching silent hill and this other scary movie. i didnt really want to watch that one,so i ran off to another room with shin and we played with the guitar, i learned how to play 'your call' by secondhand serenade. whee(:
stayed around until 7 and when i got in the car, i saw bags of ikea goods. mama gots me stuffs for my room and the bathroom.yeay(:
she also bought red candles and pink napkins and they were a pretty combination. uwhh, she told me that she's gonna do some lil house gathering soon, after my dad gets back.
Sunday :Zaris's surprise party(: woke up thanks to merisya's text message and then terus mandi and got ready. was the second person to arrive. so, me and nad's hide at one corner while waiting for the others to arrive. a few minutes later adina,alia and amira came. sadly,ain and mayn couldnt make it and yaseer was all the way in PD. soon, zaris came down and we surprised her from the back. boy was she shocked! should have seen the look on her face, that was priceless.
'huuu is this in my uhhhsee'
hahaha!
then we makan-makan and she blew out her candle. her cake was lovely, i like i like
bummed around in her room until everybody else left, me and nad's decided to walk to starbuck to fill our cravings.as we got there, some security guard asshole started calling us and making that noise..erghh! walkking back was abit creepy cause it was getting dark (something my mom wouldnt approve of for sure) but nad's was use to it so i stayed a close distance with the whole walk back. scarry shits weihh!
when up to her room and stayed there until i had to go back, dropped nad's of to damas before heading home.
and much later he called and the whole convo was just awfull. i could feel the tears building up and i couldnt take it anymore so i hanged up. pathetic i know, but what else was there to do. i just sat there in silence, could feel the tears rolling down my face. After a few minutes later, he called again. to pick up or to leave it ?
I dont know why, but i picked it up. He apologized, like a lot of times. So i was like, okayhlah(: . I can forgive, but forget? i hardly do.
Oh, and i would like to thank zaris for picking up her phone in the middle of the night to hear me talk about all this crap. ILYSM!
"...something always brings me back to you, never takes to long"
