My last post soundsemo Just look at what you have made me become I feel…I feel like such a train reck Why did you have to do this now I mean my mid-terms are just around the corner Times like this are when I need you the most To help me get through all the long hours of studying To be there when I start complaining about my projects To be there right before I fall asleep To be there when I need your calls To be there when I feel crappy To be there when I cant control things and burst into tears To be my crying shoulder To be there when i need you And the list goes on and on and on…trust me
Oh God, please give me a break... --------------------------------------------------------------- can you pleasedeliberate because my heart is at state
Saturday, May 3, 2008
nothing is real 'till its gone.. @ 2:27 PM
I got your sms last night Hard to swallow those words in Couldn’t sleep at all after that Kept on twisting and turning
I wanted to skip school due to my condition But no, they wouldn’t allow it Because mid-terms are coming Decided to just give up without a fight I just had to much going on in my mind Its just not worth it
School was….mhmmm , bareable Thanks to my friends Who just managed to cheer me up somehow Didn’t have the guts to tell them everything Because they didn’t approve of him in the first place But then it all ended after I got back home. Suddenly I just felt all lonely again Only had a few bites for lunch, A warm bath to soothe the soul Then locked myself in my room, Disconnected myself from the outside world Just me, my music, and a laptop filled with Old convo’s, pictures, etc..etc..
Had to wake up at 5 for tuition Found myself resting my head on the keys Boy, was my neck sore We did english today Summary and writing based on the novels She asked me to write about LOVE Based on the Phantom of The Opera WHY?!? Pure torture I tell you She gave me all the points and stuff Apparently, the book proves that LOVE conquers all Mhmm, you’ve got to be kidding me
Dad picked me up from tuition He asked why I look so..soo bleerghh How was I suppose to answer him? He’s like the 2nd last person I would want to tell (incase you were wondering, you’re the last)
I was forced to eat dinner Tummy kept on growling Logged on IM right after, Just to see if your still alive And yes you were there, completely ignoring me..pfft! How immature of you Logged off and here I am Blogging about my miserable day, Thanks to you You f*ckng heartLESS guy.
