Saturday, May 3, 2008
nothing is real 'till its gone.. @ 2:27 PM
I got your sms last night
Hard to swallow those words in
Couldn’t sleep at all after that
Kept on twisting and turning
I wanted to skip school due to my condition
But no, they wouldn’t allow it
Because mid-terms are coming
Decided to just give up without a fight
I just had to much going on in my mind
Its just not worth it
School was….
mhmmm , bareable
Thanks to my friends
Who just managed to cheer me up somehow
Didn’t have the guts to tell them everything
Because they
didn’t approve
of him in the first place
But then it all ended after I got back home.
Suddenly I just felt all lonely again
Only had a few bites for lunch,
A warm bath to soothe the soul
Then locked myself in my room,
Disconnected myself from the outside world
Just
me
, my
music
, and a
laptop
filled with
Old convo’s, pictures,
etc..etc..
Had to wake up at 5 for tuition
Found myself resting my head on the keys
Boy, was my neck sore
We did english today
Summary and writing based on the novels
She asked me to write about
LOVE
Based on the Phantom of The Opera
WHY?!?
Pure
torture
I tell you
She gave me all the points and stuff
Apparently, the book proves that LOVE conquers all
Mhmm, you’ve got to be kidding me
Dad picked me up from tuition
He asked why I look so..soo
bleerghh
How was I suppose to answer him?
He’s like the
2nd
last person I would want to tell
(incase you were wondering, you’re the last)
I was forced to eat dinner
Tummy kept on growling
Logged on
IM
right after,
Just to see if your still
alive
And yes you were there, completely
ignoring me..pfft!
How immature of you
Logged off and here I am
Blogging about my miserable day,
Thanks to you
You f*ckng
heartLESS
guy.
She says
Im SyazrenHuzaimi and I love my babygirls(:
She Clicks
Ain
Aisyah
Alia Astaman
Arif
Azwa
Faizura
Hamim
Hannah
Tasha
Yaseer
Zarissya
She Reminisces
January 2008
,
February 2008
,
March 2008
,
April 2008
,
May 2008
,
July 2008
,
August 2008
,
September 2008
,
October 2008
,
November 2008
,
January 2009
,
February 2009
,
March 2009
,
May 2009
,
June 2009
,
July 2009
,
November 2009
,
December 2009
,
She Uses
Designer:
infravermelho
Codes:
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